the biggest changes in my life

i am not the previous lee chor yain..
i have to be strong!!

when i was in trouble

i had ruined my life..
i had made things knotty..
i know i should not be like that..
but it was really happened..

i have to be more n more appreciate my life in the future..
i cannot make this mistake again..
i must learn from it..(not about my result but other things)
i have been grown up much more better now..
that's it..

thanks for giving me a chance to examine myself..
good luck :)

a blog for me..lee chor yain

hehe..
i'm so happy because i'm trying to hv my 21st birthday present..
i want an Instant Camera 7s too!! for myself..
and before that i was really hv not think of it as my Bday present...
but since everyone thinking for their own 21st Bday present...so do i...:)

hmm...that's all..
i know my parents do not hv much money to giv me any present...
but i hope they will celeb v me as usual thn for sure i'll very appreciate it^^

that's all...
for my lil dream...
good luck
b happy^^

omg

omg..im really unspired to update my blog nowadays...
and also my ala-mode..
.
what to do?
.
i really have no idea at all
.
i wish to work until my intership period end..
.
that is till 8th May..
.
but i do not know how m i gonna express it to my boss.
.
im helpless..
.
now i even do not feel wanna work already..
.
work like hell only get RM500 per mth..
.
n only gain 30% of experiences..(own opinon)
.
fed up.
.
:'(

MISSION FAILED

finally, i lose yesterday
and i went back to tbr..

an emo day again for today..
i wish i could go back to seremban and rest..
sore throat become more n more serious..
and i cough non stop still..
i want to have a rest..but i feel dowan stay at tbr..
so i chose to continue to work..
because i fully inpired to have money..

somebody please help me to call 911..
i feel that i almost disappear from this real, wonderful world..
what i can see in the scene is just white and black in colour..
no more wonderful..
i know im in troublesome..
im panic..
and there is something wrong with me..
i like bullshitting recently...
i do not know why today i keep feel that there are somebodies dropping...
or flying outside the windows...
im so scared that something could happen to me soon..
all those kinds of feeling make me horror so much..
what can i do?
and how??
:(

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and i forgot to say that im sick..
sore throat and cough like hell..
my brain is not blank actually, in fact, i m thinking a lot of useless issue..
hope the time would freeze now..
i want to sleep..

An Emo day

overtime today until 7pm..
i feel wanna to be alone for today..
and i feel wanna do a lot of things alone today too..

i feel want to treat myself a secret's cheese cake..
i feel want to lepak around in Jusco..do nothing..just a window shopping..
i feel want to make a new friend around setapak.
i just not feel want to go home (tbr)..
i m emo..helpless..
my mind is blank..
cry maybe is a good way to express my feeling..
but cry for nothing..so dowan cry is better..
what to do?
can i stay overnight in the office?
i m lazy enough to do anything..
i should not so dependant on ah wan..
i have to wake up now..
i want to be solo..haha!
sounds funny?
no..i hope that i will make it..and as soon as possible!
i can make it, perhaps?
hmm...
just for today..
im stupid just for today..
now is 6pm..
can i dont go back to tbr?
have to think probably whether go back after work or go jusco now...
bye