the biggest changes in my life

i am not the previous lee chor yain..
i have to be strong!!

when i was in trouble

i had ruined my life..
i had made things knotty..
i know i should not be like that..
but it was really happened..

i have to be more n more appreciate my life in the future..
i cannot make this mistake again..
i must learn from it..(not about my result but other things)
i have been grown up much more better now..
that's it..

thanks for giving me a chance to examine myself..
good luck :)

a blog for me..lee chor yain

hehe..
i'm so happy because i'm trying to hv my 21st birthday present..
i want an Instant Camera 7s too!! for myself..
and before that i was really hv not think of it as my Bday present...
but since everyone thinking for their own 21st Bday present...so do i...:)

hmm...that's all..
i know my parents do not hv much money to giv me any present...
but i hope they will celeb v me as usual thn for sure i'll very appreciate it^^

that's all...
for my lil dream...
good luck
b happy^^

omg

omg..im really unspired to update my blog nowadays...
and also my ala-mode..
.
what to do?
.
i really have no idea at all
.
i wish to work until my intership period end..
.
that is till 8th May..
.
but i do not know how m i gonna express it to my boss.
.
im helpless..
.
now i even do not feel wanna work already..
.
work like hell only get RM500 per mth..
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n only gain 30% of experiences..(own opinon)
.
fed up.
.
:'(

MISSION FAILED

finally, i lose yesterday
and i went back to tbr..

an emo day again for today..
i wish i could go back to seremban and rest..
sore throat become more n more serious..
and i cough non stop still..
i want to have a rest..but i feel dowan stay at tbr..
so i chose to continue to work..
because i fully inpired to have money..

somebody please help me to call 911..
i feel that i almost disappear from this real, wonderful world..
what i can see in the scene is just white and black in colour..
no more wonderful..
i know im in troublesome..
im panic..
and there is something wrong with me..
i like bullshitting recently...
i do not know why today i keep feel that there are somebodies dropping...
or flying outside the windows...
im so scared that something could happen to me soon..
all those kinds of feeling make me horror so much..
what can i do?
and how??
:(

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and i forgot to say that im sick..
sore throat and cough like hell..
my brain is not blank actually, in fact, i m thinking a lot of useless issue..
hope the time would freeze now..
i want to sleep..

An Emo day

overtime today until 7pm..
i feel wanna to be alone for today..
and i feel wanna do a lot of things alone today too..

i feel want to treat myself a secret's cheese cake..
i feel want to lepak around in Jusco..do nothing..just a window shopping..
i feel want to make a new friend around setapak.
i just not feel want to go home (tbr)..
i m emo..helpless..
my mind is blank..
cry maybe is a good way to express my feeling..
but cry for nothing..so dowan cry is better..
what to do?
can i stay overnight in the office?
i m lazy enough to do anything..
i should not so dependant on ah wan..
i have to wake up now..
i want to be solo..haha!
sounds funny?
no..i hope that i will make it..and as soon as possible!
i can make it, perhaps?
hmm...
just for today..
im stupid just for today..
now is 6pm..
can i dont go back to tbr?
have to think probably whether go back after work or go jusco now...
bye

about my results...

2nd semester's results released jor..
and im really worrying about this semester's results cause i have no confident at all..
4 subjects i took and i was worried those 4 subjects...
and i checked it in my office just now..

when i log in the intranet..
and i clicked for 2010 jan examination result enquiry...
then the result POPPed out already...
zzzz=='
i stun on the screen
i have no preparation to view my results yet at all..
thn i saw my results thru the screen right in front of me..
lolzz...
and what i have had expected such subjects will fail were passed!
hooray!!!
i really surprise with my results..
it was better than last semester! and better than my expectation at all!!!~
fuh~
passed with flying colors!!
haha!
i have to celeb tonight~
and im glad that i could continue with my internship but not stay at dorm to revise resit paper....
fish u sure can get A geh! no worries...u can take me as ur sample...
kekeke...and ah wan too!
wish u would pass with flying colors too!
thanks for jee muis' greeting too~!!
happy ^^

10.03.2010

results gonna release soon....
and at the same time...
today is ah teng's birthday...
swt=.='

all about lens

im so inspiration of buying lens..especially bigger eyes lens..

and yesterday i ordered 2 pairs of lens..

one is grey and the other is hazel..RM28 per pair..

and together with the shipping fees is RM60 in total..

actually i feel guilty after i ordered those lens..

however im still inspired to buy it..

sometimes i will be rational and yet sometimes i failed to do so too...

then finally..i lose..im so sorry to my rational..and i bought two pairs of it..

LAST APPOINTMENT

2morrow is my last appointment with the dentist??
uh huh?
do not know yet...maybe?
and i hope it would be the last appointment i have..
cause really tiring..
it had already be with me for about 3 years..
hope 2morrow would take it off and set my teeth free!!

wish me luck!!!

A very first time

tomorrow will be going to have a movie with colleagues after work..
' from paris with love'
nice movie!!
hope it won't disappointed us..

an outing

today went out with fish..

we have our honey moon that began from 1230pm til 6pm.

we went to Ruby kbox to sing abt 1hr..

then we walked to terminal 1..

and i really beh tahan myself cause i just thought we will have a window shopping..

then???

we finally ends up with spending RM100

aih~

we bought a lot accessaries today..

and 1 important thing is that we also bought a shirt for our 'man'

cause have promotion of 'buy 1 free 1'

hehe

then we chose 2 and share! only RM35 each! great!!

then when reached home...

i felt guilty..

because i havent get my allowances then i spent it already..

what the...=='

BUT!

shopping do really can make us happy..

hmm..

stg like money can be used to buy happiness lu..

bad!

teng's birthday is coming soon and may's too..

i m now started thinking what i need for 21's present..hehe

fish reminded me

my valentine's surprise

LANCOME HYPNOSE..

my favourite perfume..

but this is a brand new hypnose..

that 1 i in fond with is the old hypnose..

but the odour almost is the same..

so..it doesn't matter lu..

hehe

i got this on cny frm ah wan..

before that we already discussed and planned not to buy any gift for each other de..

however,

he took this to find me at sbn..

i were really shocked to see him holding this and stood in my house front door...

haha!

really excited to hv this..

a perfume that i hv had dreamed for whole year..

and finally it belongs to me..

i m so happy and i cant wait to apply it during cny already..

hehe!

thz babe!!

muackss..^^

hmm..

something i wanna share is...

i in fond with another series of LANCOME~

pink colour de..i have forgotten bout its name..

feeling

sigh...
feel lonely sudden...
mayb is ah wan wil hang out with clsmates later..
but i stil hv to be in the office..
everyone is enjoying their holidays...
but im doin the routine works every week days..
wish that 2molo will come faster..so that i can go back to sbn soon..
miss the holidays of CNY..
miss the freedom of hanging out..
cant wait until 2molo..
and one thing..
may i ask ah wan come back to TBR and then bring me out?
they will be going to cheras at 130pm wo...
sigh....
really sad..
and i heard that they seems like wanna go to genting highlands after that...
izit real?
aih...
hope i can b with them...:(

wonderful

my life become more n more wonderful...
that is just because...
i can online at my office already!!!
finally..
before that we cannot online..and we thought that was because the boss restrict it..
actually not...
it was just because the line..the cable problem only...
isshhhh!
finally!
haha!!
feels great!!!!

**posted at office**

CNY...end?

haha! my fatty mimi...



wow~izit my granpa vry 'in'?


haha! dun laugh me y need to wear sunglass though in car..
c my face turn into red then know this photo was took after went out...

aih...CNY end ady?
not...stil got 1 week..
and this sun probably will go S2 city park with fish..
to...throw mandarin orange..
hehe...21old gal ady stil do this...
happy new year again!~

hmm...my valentine's present...
post it next time ba..^^
my favourite!!

??

i think im totally lost...
lost wat??
lost my own time..
i hv no time to touch pc at all...
every early in the morning gonna prepare to work..
thn at nite come bec thn take bath n have dinner...
thn it was already 9pm or 10pm stg...
huh?
is it bedtime?
yea!
it's time to bed!
thn wake up early in the morning...blablabla....
repeating...
wat a routine...
even no time to chat v fish n ah wan too!

A short, little holiday

yea~ will going back to sbn today!
but before that i will have my hair cut at klang 1st...
haha!
tis barber i had ady reserved him since 1 mth ago..
made appointment with him before examination begin..
finally...appointment at 130pm..
after that only go back to sbn...
thn i hav to learn driving..
drive manual car..
fuuuu~
really excited...
i wonder i wanna learn it by own or wait for my bro come back to accompany me..
unfortunately...
i think he won teach me..because he is not my eldest bro--->spoon..
spoon only will come back to sbn on fri nite..
elder bro isnt that good n patient...
if he noe that i drive his car....ishhh
duno waht will happen to me...haha!
better ask mummy to keep tis as a secret..
fishy!!!
wait for me!!!
i gonna b the 1st 1 to c ur new hair!!!

freak!

im almost freak!!
sudden feel very worrying bout FA II
die die die...
wat i worrying abt is the theory parts...??
i shud score more in theory part..
die die die...
hope 2molo 55 come...thn i can 55 take a deep deep breathe!!
i wan to go bec to sbn!!!!!
im freak!!!!

Final

final examination will begin on tomorrow..
16th of Jan..
law subject...
im quite happy with this subject cause i already prepared well for this..
but at the same time...
im worrying bout taxation on 18th of Jan..
i haven finish revise it yet...worry ah~!!
and strategic mgmt too! quite worry with this!
something that is weird that im not so worrying bout financial accounting leh...
wonder y huh?
sigh~
by the way..
wish myself all the best!!!
and wish all my buddies having exam too!!
fish also KAyao!!
ah wan also KAyao!!
lee chor yain too~!!
haha!
i like tomorrow..
cause when exam is beginning...means it's gonna end soon!~
haha!
im waiting for the end of examination!!

Crazy Purchases at Carrefour!!!

A nite at Carrefour after fetching fish to Lrt station~

time commencement: 9pm
time end: 10:30pm
purpose: Just to 'refill' Mee Goreng but....
(maybe due to us--ah wan and lee chor yain are too stress on revision, so the main purpose Destroyed!!)

The followings are the additional stuff we had bought:

1 Big twisties + 1 Big tin of biscuits


only 2 Mee Goreng + 1 MeeHun (Brand: MaMee)


3 various flavour of Tuna


A packet of orange


Promotion of Dutch Lady's yogurt: Buy 4 at RM4.88
since we thought it was worth to buy..
so we bought 8 of it!!
**YUMMY~


Chinese New Year Promotion??
haha! this was the 1st stuff we GRAB into the trolly..


2 types of Ice-cream @ RM0.99 each


finally...
end up with a super long receipt!!
Total purchases: RM74.50

what a tiring nite~!! @@