MISSION FAILED

finally, i lose yesterday
and i went back to tbr..

an emo day again for today..
i wish i could go back to seremban and rest..
sore throat become more n more serious..
and i cough non stop still..
i want to have a rest..but i feel dowan stay at tbr..
so i chose to continue to work..
because i fully inpired to have money..

somebody please help me to call 911..
i feel that i almost disappear from this real, wonderful world..
what i can see in the scene is just white and black in colour..
no more wonderful..
i know im in troublesome..
im panic..
and there is something wrong with me..
i like bullshitting recently...
i do not know why today i keep feel that there are somebodies dropping...
or flying outside the windows...
im so scared that something could happen to me soon..
all those kinds of feeling make me horror so much..
what can i do?
and how??
:(