MISSION FAILED

finally, i lose yesterday
and i went back to tbr..

an emo day again for today..
i wish i could go back to seremban and rest..
sore throat become more n more serious..
and i cough non stop still..
i want to have a rest..but i feel dowan stay at tbr..
so i chose to continue to work..
because i fully inpired to have money..

somebody please help me to call 911..
i feel that i almost disappear from this real, wonderful world..
what i can see in the scene is just white and black in colour..
no more wonderful..
i know im in troublesome..
im panic..
and there is something wrong with me..
i like bullshitting recently...
i do not know why today i keep feel that there are somebodies dropping...
or flying outside the windows...
im so scared that something could happen to me soon..
all those kinds of feeling make me horror so much..
what can i do?
and how??
:(

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and i forgot to say that im sick..
sore throat and cough like hell..
my brain is not blank actually, in fact, i m thinking a lot of useless issue..
hope the time would freeze now..
i want to sleep..

An Emo day

overtime today until 7pm..
i feel wanna to be alone for today..
and i feel wanna do a lot of things alone today too..

i feel want to treat myself a secret's cheese cake..
i feel want to lepak around in Jusco..do nothing..just a window shopping..
i feel want to make a new friend around setapak.
i just not feel want to go home (tbr)..
i m emo..helpless..
my mind is blank..
cry maybe is a good way to express my feeling..
but cry for nothing..so dowan cry is better..
what to do?
can i stay overnight in the office?
i m lazy enough to do anything..
i should not so dependant on ah wan..
i have to wake up now..
i want to be solo..haha!
sounds funny?
no..i hope that i will make it..and as soon as possible!
i can make it, perhaps?
hmm...
just for today..
im stupid just for today..
now is 6pm..
can i dont go back to tbr?
have to think probably whether go back after work or go jusco now...
bye

about my results...

2nd semester's results released jor..
and im really worrying about this semester's results cause i have no confident at all..
4 subjects i took and i was worried those 4 subjects...
and i checked it in my office just now..

when i log in the intranet..
and i clicked for 2010 jan examination result enquiry...
then the result POPPed out already...
zzzz=='
i stun on the screen
i have no preparation to view my results yet at all..
thn i saw my results thru the screen right in front of me..
lolzz...
and what i have had expected such subjects will fail were passed!
hooray!!!
i really surprise with my results..
it was better than last semester! and better than my expectation at all!!!~
fuh~
passed with flying colors!!
haha!
i have to celeb tonight~
and im glad that i could continue with my internship but not stay at dorm to revise resit paper....
fish u sure can get A geh! no worries...u can take me as ur sample...
kekeke...and ah wan too!
wish u would pass with flying colors too!
thanks for jee muis' greeting too~!!
happy ^^

10.03.2010

results gonna release soon....
and at the same time...
today is ah teng's birthday...
swt=.='

all about lens

im so inspiration of buying lens..especially bigger eyes lens..

and yesterday i ordered 2 pairs of lens..

one is grey and the other is hazel..RM28 per pair..

and together with the shipping fees is RM60 in total..

actually i feel guilty after i ordered those lens..

however im still inspired to buy it..

sometimes i will be rational and yet sometimes i failed to do so too...

then finally..i lose..im so sorry to my rational..and i bought two pairs of it..

LAST APPOINTMENT

2morrow is my last appointment with the dentist??
uh huh?
do not know yet...maybe?
and i hope it would be the last appointment i have..
cause really tiring..
it had already be with me for about 3 years..
hope 2morrow would take it off and set my teeth free!!

wish me luck!!!

A very first time

tomorrow will be going to have a movie with colleagues after work..
' from paris with love'
nice movie!!
hope it won't disappointed us..