Wednesday, September 04, 2013
2013 Updates
Yay, I know I have been ignoring this blog for such a long time. So now, I am here to update myself in the year 2013. Nothing much, hmm, but I personally think that 2013 isn't a "good" year for me. Everything just not going smooth as expected.
First of all, let's talk about my career path. Yes! I have quit my first ever job after graduation and my last day was on 20th June 2013. I have been hunting for a new job and it took me two months to get an offer. I am currently working in MacroLynx Sdn Bhd, a telecommunication service provider located in GTower, KL. If you ask me whether I am really love this new job, what I could tell is just..Hmm..No comment?? Because this was only the third week of working! So, just stay tuned. I will get back to this issue next year. Hopefully I can develop and stay longer in this company =)
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New company:-
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Farewell with ex-colleagues
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Company Trip to Bali =)
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My group photo in Tricor
About my relationship, yea..so far so good! we did argue most of the time because both of us are not doing good in this year. And, the other sad thing is we have gained weight!! Oh my god! I still cannot believe that i have gained 5kg in this year!
Let's See the picture then you will understand!
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One of my jeemuiss --> Ah Teng has married! this was under our expectation, she was the first one to get married and she is now pregnant! she is soon to be a mom!
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No Doubt! That is our standard pose! Blahhh!
Besides Ah teng, my elder brother also registered with his girl friend - wife. Wish them happy forever and I am waiting for their traditional wedding ceremony (still pending for the lunar calender to fix a date).
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Family Lee
Family Lee & Gan
Done!!
More updates coming up soon~
So, just stay tuned!
I cannot wait to share my new toy soon! Anyhow, it is in progress now!!
Bye~
Wednesday, September 12, 2012
All is about Imagination
One gathering make dream comes true.
The dream came from a simple girls gathering and a very random topic.
The girls recalled back their childhood dream which is to run up own business after graduation. The dream is so naive and simple without any further discussion and it disappeared for years.
But now, it canes back to the real life. The girls brought out this topic just for a few minutes. Yet, it is no longer a dream. It became a new mission and goal for the girls to work out.
One day, the simple dream will comes true. The girls' imagination is not longer just a topic for next gathering. It will becomes a part of their life.
A very important dream cheers them up, turn their lives so wonderful~
Let's get tuned!
The dream came from a simple girls gathering and a very random topic.
The girls recalled back their childhood dream which is to run up own business after graduation. The dream is so naive and simple without any further discussion and it disappeared for years.
But now, it canes back to the real life. The girls brought out this topic just for a few minutes. Yet, it is no longer a dream. It became a new mission and goal for the girls to work out.
One day, the simple dream will comes true. The girls' imagination is not longer just a topic for next gathering. It will becomes a part of their life.
A very important dream cheers them up, turn their lives so wonderful~
Let's get tuned!
Monday, June 18, 2012
Ta-da!
Here my new toy finally~
Actually my target was on fossil but ends up with skagen because of its design n color much more special and elegant than fossil. Fossil that one is normal and ordinary for casual use. Hmm anyway, was planned to buy fossil one day~😜
Actually my target was on fossil but ends up with skagen because of its design n color much more special and elegant than fossil. Fossil that one is normal and ordinary for casual use. Hmm anyway, was planned to buy fossil one day~😜
Tuesday, May 29, 2012
Tuesday, May 22, 2012
人生就不过如此
有很多东西都是身不由己，根本不由得我们来做选择！
今天一大清早，我懒洋洋地爬起床，心想要赶快温习功课迎接考试的到来。当我一心想要开始念，反被家务隔阻了！当然因为不忍心让妈妈辛苦，所以只好硬着头皮把家务给整理好。
突然，妈妈告诉我说她差一些中风! 这还差一些就给我的老命给干掉！妈妈她一直以来都有高血压，她不是不知道的！只是她已经习惯了操劳，只要有一刻空闲，她就会找一些有的没的去干。再不然就会胡思乱想！真令人担心啊！
就在我做家务的当时，我想放弃考试，放弃这一个行列，挽份高薪水的工作，简简单单的生活就好了。
人生就不过如此嘛~无论如何也要活，倒不如选择简简单单，快快乐乐的过活去！对不？
这念头会不会持久呢？
说真的，我真的在这公司工作的不是很愉快！无时无刻都在想着要跳槽！
考试过后就真的要认真思考咯~
祝我一帆风顺！
今天一大清早，我懒洋洋地爬起床，心想要赶快温习功课迎接考试的到来。当我一心想要开始念，反被家务隔阻了！当然因为不忍心让妈妈辛苦，所以只好硬着头皮把家务给整理好。
突然，妈妈告诉我说她差一些中风! 这还差一些就给我的老命给干掉！妈妈她一直以来都有高血压，她不是不知道的！只是她已经习惯了操劳，只要有一刻空闲，她就会找一些有的没的去干。再不然就会胡思乱想！真令人担心啊！
就在我做家务的当时，我想放弃考试，放弃这一个行列，挽份高薪水的工作，简简单单的生活就好了。
人生就不过如此嘛~无论如何也要活，倒不如选择简简单单，快快乐乐的过活去！对不？
这念头会不会持久呢？
说真的，我真的在这公司工作的不是很愉快！无时无刻都在想着要跳槽！
考试过后就真的要认真思考咯~
祝我一帆风顺！
Thursday, April 05, 2012
New Target ❤
I got new target!
An I'm going to make it real soon! Very soon I mean. Haha!
Well, we wait and see. That's no time frame for to have my new toy!
It's all bout fate and..
And my mood~
Wish me luck again!
Fight for new target~new toy!
An I'm going to make it real soon! Very soon I mean. Haha!
Well, we wait and see. That's no time frame for to have my new toy!
It's all bout fate and..
And my mood~
Wish me luck again!
Fight for new target~new toy!
Tuesday, November 08, 2011
Whim
Hi
Last Monday was holiday and I have a sudden impulse to prompt out that to bake butter cake!!
I have been such a long time didn't bake butter cake. Formerly think of to bake sponge cake but the steps are much more complicated than butter cake. Besides, I have used to bake butter cake instead of sponge cake. Haha! So I dare not to take a first step to make sponge cake. At last, baked two butter cakes!! One is for own self while the another is for family.
Here you go the pictures of my butter cake - Celia's recipe!!! ~love~
Yummy yummy!! ~~
Last Monday was holiday and I have a sudden impulse to prompt out that to bake butter cake!!
I have been such a long time didn't bake butter cake. Formerly think of to bake sponge cake but the steps are much more complicated than butter cake. Besides, I have used to bake butter cake instead of sponge cake. Haha! So I dare not to take a first step to make sponge cake. At last, baked two butter cakes!! One is for own self while the another is for family.
Here you go the pictures of my butter cake - Celia's recipe!!! ~love~
Yummy yummy!! ~~
Tuesday, November 01, 2011
My first career ☺
First of November was my first day to work. I cannot wait to have my own portfolio to catch up now. However, I need to learn everything from the basic first in order to get familiarize to my office norms and culture.
Well! I guess I might handled it very well and I'm quite satisfied with my current position because I have learn what I should learn. Specially thanks to my senior, Ms Ann.
Besides, I always did something very noob. Lol. I really cannot stand for my own stupidness. For example, I always get lost in my own office. How to say is. The office is not too huge yet it's enough for me to get lost. This is because there are a number of doors and I still cannot manage to get used to it. In addition, I cannot even find out my own seat. It's fun, isn't it??
Hmm.. It's fine. Today is the second day, I can recognize the direction and the picture of my office. It's a good thing to celebrate right?? I have made my own memo to jot down every basic thing I have learnt from yesterday. I wish that I could do everything in which I have no necessary to refer back to the memo!! I can do it!
Well! I guess I might handled it very well and I'm quite satisfied with my current position because I have learn what I should learn. Specially thanks to my senior, Ms Ann.
Besides, I always did something very noob. Lol. I really cannot stand for my own stupidness. For example, I always get lost in my own office. How to say is. The office is not too huge yet it's enough for me to get lost. This is because there are a number of doors and I still cannot manage to get used to it. In addition, I cannot even find out my own seat. It's fun, isn't it??
Hmm.. It's fine. Today is the second day, I can recognize the direction and the picture of my office. It's a good thing to celebrate right?? I have made my own memo to jot down every basic thing I have learnt from yesterday. I wish that I could do everything in which I have no necessary to refer back to the memo!! I can do it!
Monday, October 24, 2011
Dont worry, Be happy!
I finally got a job offer lu!!
haha!
super duper relief and finally i can take a deep deep breathe~phew**
Congratulation to Celia!
I Love U!!
All the Best and Best of Luck to u, Ms Celia!!
A born new life is coming!!
Wish it could be a good beginning to me..
Cheers!!
haha!
super duper relief and finally i can take a deep deep breathe~phew**
Congratulation to Celia!
I Love U!!
All the Best and Best of Luck to u, Ms Celia!!
A born new life is coming!!
Wish it could be a good beginning to me..
Cheers!!
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Fear of Failure
I am now JOBLESS!!!
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Damn emo of it..
Good Luck comes to me..since I already have the capabilities..
yuhoo~
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Damn emo of it..
Good Luck comes to me..since I already have the capabilities..
yuhoo~
Friday, August 12, 2011
LOVE
一个小男孩对小女孩 说：“我是你的 BF..” 小女孩仰起童真的脸，问：“什么是 BF?” 小男孩嘻嘻笑到：”就是 best friend 的意思。”
后来，他们恋爱了.. 小伙子对姑娘说：“我是你的 BF..” 姑娘小鸟依人，害羞的问道：“什么是 BF？” 小伙子捧起姑娘的脸，深情到：“是 boy friend 的意 思。” 很幸运.
几年后，他们结婚了，有了可爱的孩子。 丈夫微笑的对妻子说：“我是你的 BF..” 妻子接下围裙，温柔地问道：“什么是 BF？” 丈夫看了看宝贝，满脸幸福的说到：“就是 baby’s father 的意思。”
后来他们老了，老的走不动了，老两口躺在藤椅上 有闲地嗮着傍晚的太阳。 老公公对老婆婆说：“老婆子，我是你的 BF..” 老婆婆笑起一堆皱纹，问道：“老头子，这个 BF 又 是什么啊？” .. .. .. 老头子望望夕阳然后得天空，思绪连篇， 苍老的声音却悠远坚定而神秘：“Be forever..” 老婆婆感动幸福地流下了眼泪.. ♥
后来，他们恋爱了.. 小伙子对姑娘说：“我是你的 BF..” 姑娘小鸟依人，害羞的问道：“什么是 BF？” 小伙子捧起姑娘的脸，深情到：“是 boy friend 的意 思。” 很幸运.
几年后，他们结婚了，有了可爱的孩子。 丈夫微笑的对妻子说：“我是你的 BF..” 妻子接下围裙，温柔地问道：“什么是 BF？” 丈夫看了看宝贝，满脸幸福的说到：“就是 baby’s father 的意思。”
后来他们老了，老的走不动了，老两口躺在藤椅上 有闲地嗮着傍晚的太阳。 老公公对老婆婆说：“老婆子，我是你的 BF..” 老婆婆笑起一堆皱纹，问道：“老头子，这个 BF 又 是什么啊？” .. .. .. 老头子望望夕阳然后得天空，思绪连篇， 苍老的声音却悠远坚定而神秘：“Be forever..” 老婆婆感动幸福地流下了眼泪.. ♥
Friday, July 01, 2011
小粉篇
我的新玩具 --->小粉 ~
哈哈，小蓝啊小蓝~ 你好好地休息吧~
工作了那么久也是时候休息了~
让小粉代替你吧！
说真的，我是不舍得小蓝的， 可是他就是要闹脾气~
那我只好找小粉咯~
小粉登场咯~~ --->
以下是小粉的处女作 --->
哈哈，小蓝啊小蓝~ 你好好地休息吧~
工作了那么久也是时候休息了~
让小粉代替你吧！
说真的，我是不舍得小蓝的， 可是他就是要闹脾气~
那我只好找小粉咯~
小粉登场咯~~ --->
以下是小粉的处女作 --->
Saturday, June 25, 2011
Friday, May 27, 2011
Farewell with the Girls..
I am going to fly on tomorrow, 28th may at 2040 (=
this is my very first time to go to oversea.
a good opportunity~
It was really happening all the times when the girls meet.
whole cafe was fulled with our laughter and excitement.
it's really enjoyable and relaxing..i love that moment we gather and gossiping.
I will really miss it for the next 3months. XD
Actually, i never feel excited or nervous for the journey.
But, i could feel it at the moment we hugs together tightly before we dismissed.
it was so so touching and hopefully my my tears never come out..haha!
Thanks for the day jeemui!!
I love those gifts very much and there are so so useful!!
here they are..sleeping mask from skinfood and therma spring water which are quite pricy~
besides that, i got a small useful gift from my babe fishy too~she's so caring!!
it was just because i'd told her i didn't buy any extra instax mini film (lack of money **shame)
with a touching msg from her and her man..thanks for the wishes!! I need it so badly~
**can u see the wrapping paper was so eco friendly? LOLZZZ
Sleep tight everyone~
good night!!
this is my very first time to go to oversea.
a good opportunity~
It was really happening all the times when the girls meet.
whole cafe was fulled with our laughter and excitement.
it's really enjoyable and relaxing..i love that moment we gather and gossiping.
I will really miss it for the next 3months. XD
Actually, i never feel excited or nervous for the journey.
But, i could feel it at the moment we hugs together tightly before we dismissed.
it was so so touching and hopefully my my tears never come out..haha!
Thanks for the day jeemui!!
I love those gifts very much and there are so so useful!!
here they are..sleeping mask from skinfood and therma spring water which are quite pricy~
besides that, i got a small useful gift from my babe fishy too~she's so caring!!
it was just because i'd told her i didn't buy any extra instax mini film (lack of money **shame)
with a touching msg from her and her man..thanks for the wishes!! I need it so badly~
**can u see the wrapping paper was so eco friendly? LOLZZZ
Sleep tight everyone~
good night!!
Thursday, May 26, 2011
Once upon a time
Hi
It has been such a long time i didn't update my blog~
here i am! welcome back Celia~
hmm..
let's begin with my previous study life.
yes! i was graduated from TARC.
sounds finally isn't it?
I have been there for 4 years~
that's the end of my college life and I'm now going to start with my University life.
although the period of study is short (3months) but i believed that i will have a lotsa fun because it is a lil bit different from my previous study life.
I WILL GOING TO FURTHER MY STUDY IN UK SOON ..VERY VERY SOON~(28th May 2011-->coming Saturday)
hahaha! i was crazy.
It is so amazing because i never thought that i have the opportunity to study abroad!!
In fact, i were still struggling and a bit phobia to study abroad. This is mainly because i have to bear a lots of debts due to my financial difficulties /=
As a result of phobia, i couldn't manage to pack my luggage well. The picture below is my luggage in which only proceeded until 30%. **take note that my flight is on this coming saturday, that's TOMORROW!!
from there u can see that i only fit in the instant noodles made in msia, body lotions, shampoos, milk powder, sanitary pad and some of my little tiny stuffs.
my clothes still rolling besides my luggage..@@
i still have a lots of stuff need to be fitted into the luggage such as toiletries, stationery,shoes, hangers, hair dryer, and etc.
i don't know how m i gonna start to pack my hand luggage too~
Phew~~~so annoying! can someone please do me a favor??
owh`one thing! i was worrying that my luggage would be overweight, so i was considering which kind of stuffs need to be forfeited. too bad~
As we know that ladies must have a lots of things need to be carried wherever they go, right? and normally i am the one of them.
Besides that, everything was not run smoothly as my expectations.
firstly, my result was not that contented because i thought i could get a better grade than the real one. okay~it's fine as long as it is good enough for me to further my study.
secondly, the loan was released very late upon my result was being late released. okay, it's doesn't matter again since i don't have another choice. Without the loan, it is impossible for me to study abroad. In order to study abroad, i need to buy bankers draft in pound but, recently the exchange rate keep on increasing. this made me unhappy and. For example, the rate was 4.9300 on friday and i was going to buy bankers draft on Monday as i only received my loan on Monday. i was quite satisfied with the rate on Friday and i expected it would remain the same on Monday. Unfortunately, the fluctuation of the exchange rate was so huge until it raised to 4.9990 or even 5.0120. WTF!!?? Nevermind, some good luck still with me. Maybank is the only bank that contains the lowest rate which is only 4.9650. i had bought it on time (=
next, my airticket agent called me few days ago. i had missed out their calls because i was sleeping at that moment (4-6pm). **shameshame*
My first thought was FUCK! it must be my airticket matter. luckily my fren told me that they need our name and address in order to courier the airticket and some kind of stuffs to our doorstep. i quickly emailed them my name and address and leave a msg for her. Of course i did called them on the next day, god bless! if not i'd have to say byebye to UK.
On the next day then that is today (27th may, friday), i woke up early in the morning because i wanted to wait for my airticket. Around 11am, i went out to do laundry and i saw a card from GDEx--->
WTF again??!!!
i was at home at that moment!! it mentioned that they came at 1025am.
i couldn't hear any horns outside at all!!
where's my airticket???
Damn i have to say byebye to UK again??
immediately i called to the branch office. it was approached by an indian lady. she told me that they would only send it to me by the next day!!
of course i argued with her and the result was, she leave the dispatch guy's contact number and i have to asked him to rearrange it by myself.
okay fine!!
i called and called and called yet nobody is going to answer my calls
i really cannot control my anger anymore!!
i was going mad soon!!!
therefore, i called back to the branch office.
A chinese lady answered my call, peacefully she helped me A LOT!! she's settled my problem!! what the hell with that indian NOOB lady!! didn't help in settling problem yet throwing back the problem to the innocent party?? is this the working behavior nowadays???
MALAYSIA BOLEH!!! SATU MALAYSIA!!!!! yuuhoo~
i was exhausted!
really hopeless with Malaysia..!!!
around 230pm (just now only), finally i got my airticket.
UK!! I am coming!! I won't say byebye to u again!!
i've already nearly say byebye to u TWICE!!
hereby i share the so called airticket and some kind of stuffs (was so hard to get it, it was so preciousssssssss)
following is my International Student ID
lastly is my Hostelling International card
(= <= =D =P
get all things done before the date of departure!!
the inference is, good luck still belongs to me, am i right??
wish me more luck on tomorrow!!
have a nice journey!!
It has been such a long time i didn't update my blog~
here i am! welcome back Celia~
hmm..
let's begin with my previous study life.
yes! i was graduated from TARC.
sounds finally isn't it?
I have been there for 4 years~
that's the end of my college life and I'm now going to start with my University life.
although the period of study is short (3months) but i believed that i will have a lotsa fun because it is a lil bit different from my previous study life.
I WILL GOING TO FURTHER MY STUDY IN UK SOON ..VERY VERY SOON~(28th May 2011-->coming Saturday)
hahaha! i was crazy.
It is so amazing because i never thought that i have the opportunity to study abroad!!
In fact, i were still struggling and a bit phobia to study abroad. This is mainly because i have to bear a lots of debts due to my financial difficulties /=
As a result of phobia, i couldn't manage to pack my luggage well. The picture below is my luggage in which only proceeded until 30%. **take note that my flight is on this coming saturday, that's TOMORROW!!
from there u can see that i only fit in the instant noodles made in msia, body lotions, shampoos, milk powder, sanitary pad and some of my little tiny stuffs.
my clothes still rolling besides my luggage..@@
i still have a lots of stuff need to be fitted into the luggage such as toiletries, stationery,shoes, hangers, hair dryer, and etc.
i don't know how m i gonna start to pack my hand luggage too~
Phew~~~so annoying! can someone please do me a favor??
owh`one thing! i was worrying that my luggage would be overweight, so i was considering which kind of stuffs need to be forfeited. too bad~
As we know that ladies must have a lots of things need to be carried wherever they go, right? and normally i am the one of them.
Besides that, everything was not run smoothly as my expectations.
firstly, my result was not that contented because i thought i could get a better grade than the real one. okay~it's fine as long as it is good enough for me to further my study.
secondly, the loan was released very late upon my result was being late released. okay, it's doesn't matter again since i don't have another choice. Without the loan, it is impossible for me to study abroad. In order to study abroad, i need to buy bankers draft in pound but, recently the exchange rate keep on increasing. this made me unhappy and. For example, the rate was 4.9300 on friday and i was going to buy bankers draft on Monday as i only received my loan on Monday. i was quite satisfied with the rate on Friday and i expected it would remain the same on Monday. Unfortunately, the fluctuation of the exchange rate was so huge until it raised to 4.9990 or even 5.0120. WTF!!?? Nevermind, some good luck still with me. Maybank is the only bank that contains the lowest rate which is only 4.9650. i had bought it on time (=
next, my airticket agent called me few days ago. i had missed out their calls because i was sleeping at that moment (4-6pm). **shameshame*
My first thought was FUCK! it must be my airticket matter. luckily my fren told me that they need our name and address in order to courier the airticket and some kind of stuffs to our doorstep. i quickly emailed them my name and address and leave a msg for her. Of course i did called them on the next day, god bless! if not i'd have to say byebye to UK.
On the next day then that is today (27th may, friday), i woke up early in the morning because i wanted to wait for my airticket. Around 11am, i went out to do laundry and i saw a card from GDEx--->
WTF again??!!!
i was at home at that moment!! it mentioned that they came at 1025am.
i couldn't hear any horns outside at all!!
where's my airticket???
Damn i have to say byebye to UK again??
immediately i called to the branch office. it was approached by an indian lady. she told me that they would only send it to me by the next day!!
of course i argued with her and the result was, she leave the dispatch guy's contact number and i have to asked him to rearrange it by myself.
okay fine!!
i called and called and called yet nobody is going to answer my calls
i really cannot control my anger anymore!!
i was going mad soon!!!
therefore, i called back to the branch office.
A chinese lady answered my call, peacefully she helped me A LOT!! she's settled my problem!! what the hell with that indian NOOB lady!! didn't help in settling problem yet throwing back the problem to the innocent party?? is this the working behavior nowadays???
MALAYSIA BOLEH!!! SATU MALAYSIA!!!!! yuuhoo~
i was exhausted!
really hopeless with Malaysia..!!!
around 230pm (just now only), finally i got my airticket.
UK!! I am coming!! I won't say byebye to u again!!
i've already nearly say byebye to u TWICE!!
hereby i share the so called airticket and some kind of stuffs (was so hard to get it, it was so preciousssssssss)
following is my International Student ID
lastly is my Hostelling International card
(= <= =D =P
get all things done before the date of departure!!
the inference is, good luck still belongs to me, am i right??
wish me more luck on tomorrow!!
have a nice journey!!
Friday, October 15, 2010
Friday, October 08, 2010
when i was in trouble
i had ruined my life..
i had made things knotty..
i know i should not be like that..
but it was really happened..
i have to be more n more appreciate my life in the future..
i cannot make this mistake again..
i must learn from it..(not about my result but other things)
i have been grown up much more better now..
that's it..
thanks for giving me a chance to examine myself..
good luck :)
i had made things knotty..
i know i should not be like that..
but it was really happened..
i have to be more n more appreciate my life in the future..
i cannot make this mistake again..
i must learn from it..(not about my result but other things)
i have been grown up much more better now..
that's it..
thanks for giving me a chance to examine myself..
good luck :)
Thursday, June 17, 2010
a blog for me..lee chor yain
hehe..
i'm so happy because i'm trying to hv my 21st birthday present..
i want an Instant Camera 7s too!! for myself..
and before that i was really hv not think of it as my Bday present...
but since everyone thinking for their own 21st Bday present...so do i...:)
hmm...that's all..
i know my parents do not hv much money to giv me any present...
but i hope they will celeb v me as usual thn for sure i'll very appreciate it^^
that's all...
for my lil dream...
good luck
b happy^^
i'm so happy because i'm trying to hv my 21st birthday present..
i want an Instant Camera 7s too!! for myself..
and before that i was really hv not think of it as my Bday present...
but since everyone thinking for their own 21st Bday present...so do i...:)
hmm...that's all..
i know my parents do not hv much money to giv me any present...
but i hope they will celeb v me as usual thn for sure i'll very appreciate it^^
that's all...
for my lil dream...
good luck
b happy^^
Friday, April 16, 2010
omg
omg..im really unspired to update my blog nowadays...
and also my ala-mode..
.
what to do?
.
i really have no idea at all
.
i wish to work until my intership period end..
.
that is till 8th May..
.
but i do not know how m i gonna express it to my boss.
.
im helpless..
.
now i even do not feel wanna work already..
.
work like hell only get RM500 per mth..
.
n only gain 30% of experiences..(own opinon)
.
fed up.
.
:'(
and also my ala-mode..
.
what to do?
.
i really have no idea at all
.
i wish to work until my intership period end..
.
that is till 8th May..
.
but i do not know how m i gonna express it to my boss.
.
im helpless..
.
now i even do not feel wanna work already..
.
work like hell only get RM500 per mth..
.
n only gain 30% of experiences..(own opinon)
.
fed up.
.
:'(
Monday, March 15, 2010
MISSION FAILED
finally, i lose yesterday
and i went back to tbr..
an emo day again for today..
i wish i could go back to seremban and rest..
sore throat become more n more serious..
and i cough non stop still..
i want to have a rest..but i feel dowan stay at tbr..
so i chose to continue to work..
because i fully inpired to have money..
somebody please help me to call 911..
i feel that i almost disappear from this real, wonderful world..
what i can see in the scene is just white and black in colour..
no more wonderful..
i know im in troublesome..
im panic..
and there is something wrong with me..
i like bullshitting recently...
i do not know why today i keep feel that there are somebodies dropping...
or flying outside the windows...
im so scared that something could happen to me soon..
all those kinds of feeling make me horror so much..
what can i do?
and how??
:(
and i went back to tbr..
an emo day again for today..
i wish i could go back to seremban and rest..
sore throat become more n more serious..
and i cough non stop still..
i want to have a rest..but i feel dowan stay at tbr..
so i chose to continue to work..
because i fully inpired to have money..
somebody please help me to call 911..
i feel that i almost disappear from this real, wonderful world..
what i can see in the scene is just white and black in colour..
no more wonderful..
i know im in troublesome..
im panic..
and there is something wrong with me..
i like bullshitting recently...
i do not know why today i keep feel that there are somebodies dropping...
or flying outside the windows...
im so scared that something could happen to me soon..
all those kinds of feeling make me horror so much..
what can i do?
and how??
:(
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