4pm

actually..is nothing..
i do really want to talk to him but shame..
because this argument is made by me..
i should not be so emo..but i still cannot control it..
i really cannot manage it well..
i do really want to say sorry to him..
he apologized to me thru sms..
because we havent meet each other yet..

im still sitting in front of fish..
fish will go for her class at 6pm..
and he and i will continue to stay in the library until 9pm..
thn only we meet fish and take dinner+supper..

i do really wanna said sorry to him..
not thru sms but is face-to-face..
fish left only we meet..
i think this is quite a good way for me to stay calm..
i might have to stay away from him thn only can think deeply..

congrate to myself that i still can study well juz now..
im ok now..really well..pretty well..
it's my fault..aih~

today's lesson: learn a good way to prevent argument to become seriously!