U

ya..
u noe im tokin about u..
duno wat is the confusion hanging around with u now
u r stil get drunk of ur own..ur mind concept..
u duno..mayb u really duno wat r u thinking now..
but others ppl may noe clearly wat u wan now..
u said u r silly..
ya
u r pretty damn silly..
alwiz think stg will really happen under ur expextation..
no gal..
it wont happen regardless how well u r expecting!
u cannot control others' mind..
wat u will get now really is ntg..
if u still fucking pig-headed stubborn now
u will get ntg!
NOTHING!!
wat u will get is..
something tat more than NOTHING..
u noe u r nothing
but u always juz said tat much..
and didnt action tat much!
yea~
it may be hard..
sometimes sounds like impossible
however!
impossible doesnt means stg really impossible..
juz break it up!!

i understand wat he's thinking maybe..
he is really wanna split up with u maybe..
he really cannot stand with ur personality maybe..
he wanna try stg new without ur obstacle..
obstable of so-called ur kindness maybe..
wat is ur kindness?
prevent him become lazy or wat attitute and behavior all tat get influented by others..
maybe..
sigh~
u r overbearing gal!! it's too overbearing!
let him be..
juz let go
set both of u freedom!
u said u ady dun mind it..
but it doesnt really..
u lie!
u r bluffing!
i hate it!
wat kind of bluffing is tat??

he's try to be kind enuf to u..
even with a fake smile..
but it's better than a rubbish face rite?
u really dun understand him..
u might wan to noe the truth
but at the same u oso scare with the truth..maybe
all is under my guessing..
i got a new msg in my mind now..
both of u really not suit..
not at all..
he cannot do wat he wants actually..
he juz throw his dream behind whn u said cannot!
all is in ur control..ur so-called expectation!!
u r satisfied with ur..so-called successful control..
on the other hands,
he is sad..
he feel not good..
it's suck!

huh..
i hv a lots of thinking in my mind..
but i cant tell u all..
becox my expression is bad..
i duno how to express wat i wanna said..
u cannot blamed on him..
is the way u be a gf went wrong..
maybe..
and he's not a good bf too..
cuz he had no power on u..
he din tell everything..what he wants..
in my opinion..
u r still unhappy with the conclusion both of u have made..
blablabla~

maybe :)