Tuesday, July 21, 2009

心已死

我的心也是死了
没有再给 任何的机会了
机会给得多也都闷烧了
没有了
再给多最后一次!

让时间慢慢地过
让心情慢慢地平复吧

a tuesday

wat a tuesday...
wkoe up early in the morning to collect my gown..
thn go lec have my fa coursework..
duno how to do the ques..sad..
after tutorial at 3pm thn straight away go kepong's brem mall..
sing k in 'justK'
8.80dollars gone lu~haha!
but quite happy cuz my ex cls rep got joined us too..
but tired..
actually feel dowan go de..
at the same but oso need to released some stress..
thn i join them lu..
quite happy 2day~
:) :) :) :) :)

Friday, July 17, 2009

house of steamboat!!


full attendance without 3 persons..lolz..
my new clsmates..




guess which is my bf frm tis pic la jee mui..
most yong sui geh..


tis two uncle eat nonstop..geng!!
like a couple..vry funny..they're having candle dinner
all of us are d candles...=='


Am i acting good??
hehe..actually im eating a bear bear shape's fish ball..



Yummy~oyster yo~



neh...tis is the place we gathered yesterday!!

In conclusion, tis restaurant's suop not nice...
only the env i like..hehe

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

A gathering

yea..
2nite goin to gather v whole clsmates..
we will hav buffet steamboat nearby sunway..
duno where is it..
sounds vry far..
haha
actually is damn far..
wintson who live at kepong feel dowan to go..
oh man..
whole cls goin neh..juz left him only??
aiyo..
n one gal din go cux unwell..
sad..
but..
18 person leh..
quite a lot..lolz..
funny..
1st time gather vif new mates..
duno can mixed around v them anot..
grrr..
juz ignore it..
i wan d dinner oni..
RM19.80 per person..
expensive!~!!!~
vomit blood again..really sad..
but feel wanna eat 'hou ye'..hehe!
2nite sure bec quite late..
n my mouth got an ulser leh..
duno how to put those hot foods n soup inside my mouth..
shit!
sure will pain like hell!
grr..
whatever la!
juz eat!
:)

Monday, July 13, 2009

U

ya..
u noe im tokin about u..
duno wat is the confusion hanging around with u now
u r stil get drunk of ur own..ur mind concept..
u duno..mayb u really duno wat r u thinking now..
but others ppl may noe clearly wat u wan now..
u said u r silly..
ya
u r pretty damn silly..
alwiz think stg will really happen under ur expextation..
no gal..
it wont happen regardless how well u r expecting!
u cannot control others' mind..
wat u will get now really is ntg..
if u still fucking pig-headed stubborn now
u will get ntg!
NOTHING!!
wat u will get is..
something tat more than NOTHING..
u noe u r nothing
but u always juz said tat much..
and didnt action tat much!
yea~
it may be hard..
sometimes sounds like impossible
however!
impossible doesnt means stg really impossible..
juz break it up!!

i understand wat he's thinking maybe..
he is really wanna split up with u maybe..
he really cannot stand with ur personality maybe..
he wanna try stg new without ur obstacle..
obstable of so-called ur kindness maybe..
wat is ur kindness?
prevent him become lazy or wat attitute and behavior all tat get influented by others..
maybe..
sigh~
u r overbearing gal!! it's too overbearing!
let him be..
juz let go
set both of u freedom!
u said u ady dun mind it..
but it doesnt really..
u lie!
u r bluffing!
i hate it!
wat kind of bluffing is tat??

he's try to be kind enuf to u..
even with a fake smile..
but it's better than a rubbish face rite?
u really dun understand him..
u might wan to noe the truth
but at the same u oso scare with the truth..maybe
all is under my guessing..
i got a new msg in my mind now..
both of u really not suit..
not at all..
he cannot do wat he wants actually..
he juz throw his dream behind whn u said cannot!
all is in ur control..ur so-called expectation!!
u r satisfied with ur..so-called successful control..
on the other hands,
he is sad..
he feel not good..
it's suck!

huh..
i hv a lots of thinking in my mind..
but i cant tell u all..
becox my expression is bad..
i duno how to express wat i wanna said..
u cannot blamed on him..
is the way u be a gf went wrong..
maybe..
and he's not a good bf too..
cuz he had no power on u..
he din tell everything..what he wants..
in my opinion..
u r still unhappy with the conclusion both of u have made..
blablabla~

maybe :)

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

this weekend..

yea~
finally can cut my hair..dye my hair..
i will look tidy ady..
hehe..if ptptn transfer $$ into my acc la..
if not..
no money no action..
kesianNYA..haha!

and IF ptptn really got transfer $$ into my acc..
thn i can go shopping vif fishy lu~
long time din go 4 shopping jor...
many thgs need to buy...
like shampoo la..facial foam la...pantyliner la..hair colour la..formal blouse la...and etc..

but..
im quite busy actually..
assignment hv to hands up by next 2 week..thn presentation gonna begin jor..
thn next week i got my law coursework leh..
damn..
hope can finish my revision n assignment by this weekend at the same time..
wishing..blessing myself~
lolz..

Monday, July 06, 2009

朋友~

‘朋友就是看透了你,但还能接受你的人’

不是吧?
那我不是没有剩下几个朋友咯?~


好伤心~:'(