U

ya..
u noe im tokin about u..
duno wat is the confusion hanging around with u now
u r stil get drunk of ur own..ur mind concept..
u duno..mayb u really duno wat r u thinking now..
but others ppl may noe clearly wat u wan now..
u said u r silly..
ya
u r pretty damn silly..
alwiz think stg will really happen under ur expextation..
no gal..
it wont happen regardless how well u r expecting!
u cannot control others' mind..
wat u will get now really is ntg..
if u still fucking pig-headed stubborn now
u will get ntg!
NOTHING!!
wat u will get is..
something tat more than NOTHING..
u noe u r nothing
but u always juz said tat much..
and didnt action tat much!
yea~
it may be hard..
sometimes sounds like impossible
however!
impossible doesnt means stg really impossible..
juz break it up!!

i understand wat he's thinking maybe..
he is really wanna split up with u maybe..
he really cannot stand with ur personality maybe..
he wanna try stg new without ur obstacle..
obstable of so-called ur kindness maybe..
wat is ur kindness?
prevent him become lazy or wat attitute and behavior all tat get influented by others..
maybe..
sigh~
u r overbearing gal!! it's too overbearing!
let him be..
juz let go
set both of u freedom!
u said u ady dun mind it..
but it doesnt really..
u lie!
u r bluffing!
i hate it!
wat kind of bluffing is tat??

he's try to be kind enuf to u..
even with a fake smile..
but it's better than a rubbish face rite?
u really dun understand him..
u might wan to noe the truth
but at the same u oso scare with the truth..maybe
all is under my guessing..
i got a new msg in my mind now..
both of u really not suit..
not at all..
he cannot do wat he wants actually..
he juz throw his dream behind whn u said cannot!
all is in ur control..ur so-called expectation!!
u r satisfied with ur..so-called successful control..
on the other hands,
he is sad..
he feel not good..
it's suck!

huh..
i hv a lots of thinking in my mind..
but i cant tell u all..
becox my expression is bad..
i duno how to express wat i wanna said..
u cannot blamed on him..
is the way u be a gf went wrong..
maybe..
and he's not a good bf too..
cuz he had no power on u..
he din tell everything..what he wants..
in my opinion..
u r still unhappy with the conclusion both of u have made..
blablabla~

maybe :)

this weekend..

yea~
finally can cut my hair..dye my hair..
i will look tidy ady..
hehe..if ptptn transfer $$ into my acc la..
if not..
no money no action..
kesianNYA..haha!

and IF ptptn really got transfer $$ into my acc..
thn i can go shopping vif fishy lu~
long time din go 4 shopping jor...
many thgs need to buy...
like shampoo la..facial foam la...pantyliner la..hair colour la..formal blouse la...and etc..

but..
im quite busy actually..
assignment hv to hands up by next 2 week..thn presentation gonna begin jor..
thn next week i got my law coursework leh..
damn..
hope can finish my revision n assignment by this weekend at the same time..
wishing..blessing myself~
lolz..

朋友~

‘朋友就是看透了你，但还能接受你的人’

不是吧？
那我不是没有剩下几个朋友咯？~

好伤心~:'(

Rest..

hehe...2day can go bec to sbn lu...
my blog will be closed for 2-3 days..
REST!!
my off day~
actually not..haha!
i hav to revise my law at home..
hope i wont loaf on it again..
now im waiting for saturday lu~!!!
so happy..

Recently..

yest went greenbox with classmate..
long time din go for singing ady..
quite miss it..
n finally got chance to sing..
cuz all my eng cls cancelled ady..
my tutor's father go ICU..
stg happen v his father...so sry to hear it..
so...
my meeting presentation oso goin to be cancelled..
next week hv to replace bec..
thn next week i become more n more busy..
cux all my assignment, presentation n even law coursework are 'coming soon'
lolzz..
busy like hell..

yea~ 2molo evening can go bec to sbn jor..
so miss my family..
n miss sbn too!~
haha!
juz 1 week din get bec to sbn thn gonna miss it ady..
kl's air is really sux..
i can feel that i really stifle at TBR's house..
n somemore important issue is tat..
I FORGOT TO WEAR MASK!!!
haha!
i wont get infected by A(H1N1) geh..

没什么~

最近没有发生什么事，可是眼见自己的部落格空空的很不是滋味！
哈哈！

For my darling roomate..

my dear fishy...
im really pity of her..
duno wat she's thinkin recently...
i know she's juz pretending..but i cant do anything bout tat..
i cannot concern her..cuz after doing that
she will still crazy of tat issue causing her b mad..
i noe ..
yes i noe..
fishy..
i noe u cried yesterday..
cried alone in d living room..
n 'he' did stg..
but i duno wat he did to u..
i duno wat can i do..
im really sad bout tis..
i noe tis matter is hard to solve..
u wouldnt recover so soon..
u r not pretending act..
u wanna make it easy..
u think u can..
ya!
u can do it!
but..some situation some env make u failed to do tat..
it's really a tough thing u may face tis time..
but it oso doesnt matter..
as long as jee muiss are always supporting u..
n u noe it..
u r vry strong enuf ady my dear..
im proud of u!
juz..
wat i wan u to do is..
b urself! ok??

i really love u so so much~!

n sorry for yesterday nite..
im really tired
so i fall to slp so fast..
hope u can make more frens or find stg to do to idle ur time..
not only ur tutorials..
but stg new..